And you’re not, but it sure feels that way. Especially when you’re in my dreams EVERY night.dumb, but true
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Rid Of Me just came on. One of my favorites, but makes me quite lovesick. Cause you’re not rid of me, and I’m not rid of you.PJ Harvey
Day 05 - A time you thought about ending your own life.
I’ve never threatened suicide. I think if I were to do it I would just do it, but I wouldn’t ever do it. It is a selfish cowards way out of their problems, & neither of those words describe me.
However, I sometimes would think what would happen if I fell out of this car at 45 miles an hour? Or what if I fell asleep in the tub and drowned? That’s just morbid curiosity and an overimaginative anxiousness though.
